and again

you know that feeling, where you just want to go to sleep, forever? the feeling where nothing or no one. because here is so many things spinning around your head. and you just dont know what to do? when you start to question  yourself? you know, when you just lay on your bed, and cry? cry because your weakness, because your not good enough. cry because you have so many flaws, to punish yourself. when you dont even know why your so upset, and everyone tells you too shut up. you just want to be happy, just this once. you plead in your head, to just be okay. but nothing works. and you feel so alone,, you just break down,

and cry.